Well, I haven't really wrote in here in a lil while so i guess I thought I would add something.
I am going to miss Stacey she is off to Basic for the Army I think...I'm really going to miss her comments!
Anywho, how does everyone like the new pic of the Sunset above instead of the Eye.
I think its pretty cool..
Nothing has been goin' on much over here, tryin' to spend more time with the cousin and i have to sneak and do it because my parents hate him. oh well...such is life!
What else? hmm,
I have my last interview Tuesday for the Cell phone company job! Please pray for me that I get it! I really need this. I can't wait to go into Mikasa and say SHOVE iT! I got another job! *lol*
My mood has been mixed lately..its like i'm cycling way fast..like one hour i'm all happy and life is fine and the next i'm seriously depressed and don't know why even and i start to cry or I get Extremly ANGRY! UGH! Sometimes I don't mind having Bipolar disorder but it has really become a pain in the ass lately.
If this job thing falls through, i may go back to the doctor and see if he would recommend me getting disability.i'm just afraid that they (DSS) will try to take my kids away from me esp. seein' i'm a single parent and all.
I dunno what i should do. I wanna work for as long as Humanly possible for me w/out actually killin' myself or someone else for that matter at work *lol*
ya know? I use to be such a lazy slob who didn't want to work but since I've become a single parent I got my priorities and responsibilities straight and I would like to keep it that way..u know? but sometimes, u have to be a little selfish and worry about your own health i guess. hmm who knows. ;0
anyway,
Peace Out! Love you all!
;)
and Michael i got somehting personal to talk to u about :)no chicken!